Fuck being 24 and having to wear a legbag just so I can go out with friends to the bars that only occasionally ever have a bathroom I can actually get into. Fuck having to answer questions about “how it works” to girls. Fuck waking up in a pile of beer shits cause something I ate yesterday decided not to agree with me. Fuck people standing in the way and then having the audacity to tell me off when I nudged his shoulder asking him to move. FMySCI.
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Reconnected online with a girlfriend I haven’t seen in 15 years. Now to go through the “broke my neck” conversation and “here’s what works and doesn’t work.” FMySCI!
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You know you’ve been SCI’d way too long when you don’t use the hard vibration setting on your shower wand to pleasure yourself. You use it to blow the shit off the seat in the shower…..sigh……… FMySCI.
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I hate “pseudo disabled” people who are just fat, or lazy, that use up all the handicap parking spots. i hate that my city has the worst sidewalks and nothing is accessible. i hate being in pain every hour of every day. i hate cathing, and using “digital stimulation” to shit. I hate that everyone assumes you can piss and shit the same way you always did. I hate that random girls ask me if I can get “hard”, and they assume I can still cum. I hate that pre-sci my legs were my life ( a friend once asked me pre-sci, “what is one body part i couldnt live without” and i said, “i’d kill myself if i couldn’t walk”), and now, compared to everything else i have to live with, I wouldn’t mind being in a wheelchair if I didn’t have all these other issues. FMySCI.
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I’ve exhausted my list of “Fun things to do if you’re single and alone.” I think it’s “awesome” that the pool of guys I get to choose from are either unemployed, creepy, or just plain boring. I “love” that I never get to shop for the perfect butt jeans. I especially dig how flattering most dresses are for my She-Man figure with my disproportionately huge arms and skinny legs. Yup. Just call me SuperHot. Nothing’s more fun than mopping up my own pee after my bladder decides to play the good ol’ “Guess if I’m going to be bitchy and spastic or not today” while I’m already running late to work. F***MySci. I’m sick of this life.
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I dont want to go on living like this, but I’m not ready to die. I’m too young. I want to see my children grow up. I want to be a part of their lives. Everything I’ve worked for, all the years of education… all for nothing. I want to have my career back, my marriage, my sense of normalcy. I want to make love to my wife again. Im not a welfare case! I used to be somebody! Where have my friends gone? Im just watching the wheels go round and round. How can people live with themselves? They ask if there is anything they can do … but they dont really mean it. Eventually, friends and family forget about you. You become like a piece of furniture …. Does anybody really care? FMySCI!
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Swollen ankles and feet = not a lot of choices for shoes and cankles are just ugly.
I haven’t had an orgasm in 17 years, of course I’m cranky and bitter!
Bowel accidents are the worst. That and so many other things have led to more embarrassing, disgusting memories than I care to think about.
Ignorant, annoying, rude people can make life even more hellish on top of it.
And the fact that no two SCIs are alike isn’t helpful at all… really hard to compare notes, figure some things out.
I’m surprised all the time that I’m not more angry and miserable to be around than I am. Having an SCI has robbed me of so much in life. FMySCI!!!
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My wheelchair is such a cock block…. honestly how the hell am I gonna find a husband let alone a DATE. FMySCI!
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My live-in boyfriend breaking up with me ecause he feels “trapped!” I yelled at him that he has no idea what trapped is. Try being in bed and not even being able to sit up on your elbows nevermind getting yourself out of bed to, God forbid, escape a fire! Or… not being able to feel or move 80% of your body. Try that kind of trapped on for size!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FMySCI.
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I’m broken. I don’t work right anymore. The relationship with my spouse is not certain. Physically non-existant, we don’t even kiss anymore, I fully expect him to move on some day. If it comes to that, I’ll let him go.
Pain…..I can stub my toe and not feel a thing, yet the same foot will keep me up all night in burning pain.
B&B, I can’t say enough about knowing where all the restrooms are!
Every day normal things, they’re not easy any more! I’m sick of having to allow an hour, or more, just for a quick shower and getting dressed! And shoes, who in the hell can wear shoes!
There’s more, but I guess I’ve vented enough for now. Â FMySCI.