FMySCI - because spinal cord injury sucks. » Fear of the Future

08-06-09(19:07:20)

Anonymous — Mon, 08 Jun 2009 23:10:52 +0000

My boyfriend and I have been living together for 8 months. But I feel like I’m losing him due to the increase of lack of intimacy. He went into this relationship knowing what to expect. There are times I wish I could give him more but I can’t because of lack of mobility so he turns towards porn more often. I feel like my heart is slowly breaking in two. Why is he still with me? FMySCI.

06-06-09(18:24:59)

Anonymous — Sat, 06 Jun 2009 23:47:08 +0000

My boyfriend has been great. Most of the girls I knew in rehab didn’t have guys who stuck by them. But every time he holds my hand, and I can’t feel it, or squeeze back, or put my arms around him, I want to die a little. I keep wondering if it’s fair to let him stay with me. FMySCI.

01-06-09(3:11:15)

Anonymous — Mon, 01 Jun 2009 10:18:48 +0000

I’m afraid no man will ever love me because of my SCI. The only guy who did was a devotee. I’m afraid I will be denied the simple joys that many other women experience: love, marriage, and children. I’m afraid I’m going to have to learn how to live life alone, because of my injury. FMySCI.