FMySCI - because spinal cord injury sucks.

17-01-10(22:50:09)

Anonymous — Sun, 17 Jan 2010 22:54:54 +0000

Fuck being 24 and having to wear a legbag just so I can go out with friends to the bars that only occasionally ever have a bathroom I can actually get into. Fuck having to answer questions about “how it works” to girls. Fuck waking up in a pile of beer shits cause something I ate yesterday decided not to agree with me. Fuck people standing in the way and then having the audacity to tell me off when I nudged his shoulder asking him to move. FMySCI.

07-01-10(14:53:59)

Anonymous — Thu, 07 Jan 2010 21:02:46 +0000

Reconnected online with a girlfriend I haven’t seen in 15 years. Now to go through the “broke my neck” conversation and “here’s what works and doesn’t work.” FMySCI!

28-12-09(2:46:47)

Anonymous — Mon, 28 Dec 2009 18:23:58 +0000

You know you’ve been SCI’d way too long when you don’t use the hard vibration setting on your shower wand to pleasure yourself. You use it to blow the shit off the seat in the shower…..sigh……… FMySCI.

21-12-09(19:34:36)

Anonymous — Tue, 22 Dec 2009 12:10:19 +0000

I hate “pseudo disabled” people who are just fat, or lazy, that use up all the handicap parking spots. i hate that my city has the worst sidewalks and nothing is accessible. i hate being in pain every hour of every day. i hate cathing, and using “digital stimulation” to shit. I hate that everyone assumes you can piss and shit the same way you always did. I hate that random girls ask me if I can get “hard”, and they assume I can still cum. I hate that pre-sci my legs were my life ( a friend once asked me pre-sci, “what is one body part i couldnt live without” and i said, “i’d kill myself if i couldn’t walk”), and now, compared to everything else i have to live with, I wouldn’t mind being in a wheelchair if I didn’t have all these other issues. FMySCI.

18-12-09(6:51:36)

Anonymous — Fri, 18 Dec 2009 12:09:14 +0000

i hate that nothing’s accessible in my $#@@# country… not even my mom’s house so i can’t go up there unless i walk… and i can’t do that right now… can’t wear my freaking leg without hurting myself even more… even the sports association for the disabled here (they call themself “Challenges”) don’t know crap about accessibility. oh yea, FMySCI and my AKA.

11-12-09(11:53:34)

Anonymous — Fri, 11 Dec 2009 19:44:17 +0000

Had 2 weeks to go to outpatient rehab, be released from home health, so I could get to some weight bearing equipment under my belt, and I get my normal range of motion from my normal aide, and we have a loud snap!!! breaking my femur in my right leg, setting my recovery back another 3 months! I sat in the hospital for a week, and a half, with a bunch of nurses who knew nothing of spinal injuries, or bowel programs, or pressure relief for that matter, just to be released and sent home for the bone to heal on its own…….transferring is SSOO much better with a broken leg!! FMySCI!!

09-12-09(17:32:58)

Anonymous — Thu, 10 Dec 2009 17:24:13 +0000

Pissed all over myself twice today. Could be UTI, could be a new med. Either way results will take 3 days, in which case I will have spent another weekend soaking the bed 3 times a night and changing clothes twice a day (if someone is here to help) and if the f’in hospital lab decides to send my results to the doctor. So far, I’ve been sitting piss for the past 4 hours and have had to emergency cath twice, to almost no avail. Now, I can get a bed bath tonight, but the shower is pending because my boyfriend is working late and Medicaid doesn’t find it necessary that I have a transfer shower bench in which the nurses can hoyer me in and out. Or is it also the fault of the company for making such a quality chair and charging $4,000 for it. FMySCI.

05-11-09(19:44:54)

Anonymous — Fri, 06 Nov 2009 14:26:44 +0000

I just got a call and got uninvited to a Lake of the Ozarks trip that I’ve gone on for about 4 or 5 years. I had my SCI last march and all of a sudden it’s too “hard” to be around me. It would make them nervous wrecks if they had to worry about me falling or not being able to get up the steps, etc.. into the lake house. So I get to see all of my friends go without me to the funnest thing that I’ve gotten to experience in my 46 years. FmySCI!!!!!

12-09-09(4:46:12)

Anonymous — Sat, 12 Sep 2009 12:53:56 +0000

I hate transfering in and out of the car… it so routine but takes forever! Wish I could walk again, it sucks rolling around. FMySCI.

31-08-09(14:48:32)

Anonymous — Tue, 01 Sep 2009 02:21:08 +0000

I am soaking wet because some fat woman on a scooter with a temporary handicapped parking placard took the last handicapped spot at Target and we had a huge thunderstorm blow in while I was getting into my chair! I realize its difficult to walk because of your weight but that is probably part of your problem, I cant walk! So I got to freeze while I shopped in my wet clothes, I didn’t realize I was going to be in a wet t shirt contest or I would have worn a bra…FMySCI